Get Well ......KINGPIN SLIM Day 3 (After the Shooting)

Day 3 Monday

I'm in a two bed room and they got some drunk ass old head in the other bed, terrible! He keep farting them loud wet sounding stinky joints! I had to tell him to take that shit to the bathroom real talk don't stink me outta the spot champ. Today is the day it hits me that Sunday in the wee hours of the morning couldve been my last time breathing. That's a powerful revelation when you think of all the people you didn't have a chance to say goodbye to, my little one, my homies, colleagues and family. I say this out loud to a room full of visitors and one of them says " but you alive so we ain't gotta worry about all that"! We all bust out laughing at the truth on that statement, god is good. My mother says I have 9 lives cause I'm always coming out of these situations in better shape then I went into them with. Tonight is good ol Skins night and I'm looking forward to watching that. Moms is here, little brother is too, I'm teaching them how to help me manuver the dead leg (my name for the broken one). I can eat and drink finally! Whew I'm drinking everything in sight no bullshit! That got me feeling good. One of my closest friends came through and he always seems to be the one around when I'm going through my shit, whether it's court cases, beef and now an assasination attempt. He is real jumpy cause his mom was here before she passed and now his man, he don't look comfortable so I tell him to go head and we'll get up on the streets. I don't wanna force it on him but it's times like this when I need all my peoples to hold me down and I'm counting on him to do just that. My daughter's mother been holding me down doing whatever I need to get me through, ironically her and the girl I've been referring to as my ex were enemies and had even went back and forth through emails and calls about meeting in the street for a fight LOL. But my ex called her to tell her I was here that first night and they even hugged each other in the ER so although they've had tension in the past and I'm not with either one of them anymore they were able to put all that behind them and come together in the name of my well being. Alot of people are offering to nurse me when I leave but I'm gonna go head and go outta town, lay low until I got my leg strength back at least. Something alot of people don't know about me is I work a 6 figure day job! So when I say I changed my ways I meant it, my last charge came right at the time I was closing in on the Richcraft/Atlantic deal and it fucked it up for me so that along with my big homie Mike getting 14 years was enough to convince me to take another route. My uncle from Jamaica calls, he has been deported back there after doing 8 years in Leavenworth, saying I should join a monastary LOL. God is definetely smiling on me, I had a fed case in 04 dropped due to illegal search and seizure, I was facing a dub on that one. In 06 when I caught my gun charge I was lucky that was all I was charged with, if you can read in between the lines. So god has been real good to me over the years, name another 2 time felon you know who is able to make 6 figures on his day job and fund is career legally through that? I can't say enough how blessed I am. I'm watching my Skins take an L but I ain't upset they say when we lose on election night the incumbent party (in this case Republicans) loses too! So I'll trade a Skins loss for an Obama win any day and we got a good squad we'll win anywhere from 10 to 12 games this year and make the playoffs where anything goes. Morphine shots and Monday Night Football got my eyes heavy......