Get Well ......KINGPIN SLIM Day 5 (After the Shooting)

Day 5-Wednesday

Waking up, I hear the city was on fire last night due to Barack's victory. My man told me awhile ago that the party scene would see a resurgance if he won so we'll see. Having spent my entire adult life incarcirated for a case, on trial for a case I've missed my share of parties LOL. My boss is calling me telling me he always told me I was too flashy, and he did. I'm in pain but not as much as previous days when I couldn't think about anything else so I think of all my recent mistakes. See when I was doing wrong I was so cautious, I didn't even appear in anything on camera tip like 05 06? I used to tell people I met my name was Jerome and my whole modus operandi was extremely alias. But as soon as I gave up the game I became so empowered by my newfound positivity that I became lax and sloppy. I started going any and everywhere without being as aware of my surroundings, no longer being as protective of my personal things and basically became a whole new nigga. Hindsight is 20/20 and I wish I couldve kept some of my prior principles intact and will look to do so future. I apologized to my family for always putting them through some shit and told them it wasn't their fault that I turned out this way, it was my choice to make and I made it. No excuses. My daughter is here and she thinks I was in a car accident. Her mother is a twin and it was just last summer when her childrens father passed away running from the police and their family just doesn't deserve it again. They are good people, her mother took me in fresh out of the shock incarciration program (boot camp) and I don't wanna pass the burden of raising my child on anyone else. I came home feburary of 07 determined not to go back to jail. I humbled myself, got a job for 13 dollars a hour, learned a trade and even stayed away from music until I stabilized myself. Now I'm all shot up without a clue as to why really. It's crazy. My blog is upsetting people but it was born out of good intentions, alot of people expressed concern so I just decided to let the people know what I'm going through. Was it wrong? Time will tell but since this is my last entry I'll leave y'all with this....

6 shots got blood on my blood diamonds

Haters hollering hate til God's love chimed in

The guns bass is blending in with the Lord's voice

But I'm still alive and that's the Lord's choice

Got caught with my shooting hand in the cookie jar

OG but these bulletwounds is rookie scars

Closing down the club?

Now they got me on the stretcher cutting off my clothes while they hosing down the slugs....

Excerpt off The Five Dollar High 2 coming Jan 09

Good luck and god bless......